crying into heart

its jus not a day

bad feelings

everyone will be down someday and somehow he/she might not know what had happened. this happened.

after so long, i do not know what had happened to me and i do not know the reason being down in such a way.

just hate myself for being in such a idiotic way of living. why cant i just be happy and be thankful to everything that happens?

近来

近来发生了许许多多的事。发生了不该发生的事；发生了应该发生的事。

如何说起。

人与物。

从物说起。

物。事物的繁忙。上课、活动、羽球、武术等等，等等。身体疲累，精神更加疲惫。忙着安排时间、忙着让每一件事达到最好、努力着让每一个项目都得到完美、尽力的让每一个每一位每一件都完美的完成。可是。。。。


人。好人坏人、朋友情人、男生女生、你和我。

因为朋友的回来，约了一起去爬上、喝茶见个面。可是。。
太多的可是、太多的理由、太多的失望、太多的愤怒！

你。你。你。

不简单的伤痕。或许应该这样解释——是自己从高处跌了下来，让自己跌得满身伤，不知所谓。


今天，晚上。表演武术。大腿的肌肉疼了。不过还算表演得不错。比阿岩好回家的途中迷路了。在一条黑黑暗暗的街道上，重重的踏在油门上，调高音乐声量，开着窗口，让车子在街道上奔驰！

最近，近来爱上了晚上开快车的习惯，播放这大大声的音乐。

近来，心情的上下。无奈。


让他，住在我里面，依靠他。

Sickness

These two days, there are 26 saints came from Taiwan. I was with them for the two days Miri tour. Its fun. Its enjoyable. Its really was a very pleasant moment.

But unfortunately, I got sick. Not a serious sickness. But uncomfortable feeling all the time. Even now while I am writing this blog. 

One thing for sure was, I start to love the church life again.

There is once. Or more than once that I start to treat church life as a routine of life where Christian need to go to meetings. 

However, throughout the moment with the saints from Taiwan, they actually inspired me or 'wake' me from the slept spirit. Thanks. :)

And, I was asked to share some experience in life. Specially the universities' church life with brothers and sisters. I realized. I wasn't there. I wasn't living in there.

Lord, please guide me to walk and live in You. Love the Lord with the first love, the best love. 

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be tough, be strong, be cheerful

life is hard. i nid to be tough!

stress is present. i nid to be strong!

sadness, madness and love is there. i nid to be cheerful!

fight, tackle and win!

you

hope to see you and let me see you in it :) u know it..