2013年

今年到底是什么年？觉得女生真的很麻烦。从前不会有这么强的厌倦。不是我不喜欢女生了。而是，或许是女生没有喜欢我，让我特别没有耐心。曾经对她好的，如今感觉有些困难。

是因为她有她所等待的？还是因为我已经不在对女生有那种特强的忍耐了？

难不成我真的变坏了？

有人说，我对太多女生太好。因此没女朋友。有道理。所以坏些，可能还有机会。



哈哈。等着瞧！

Separation

This holiday, there are a few things that means a lot to me.

First

Best friend of mine. 

Had a lot of fun together.

Meet up almost everyday. 

But..

Never get tired of it. 

Never get bored about it.

Second

I was reading this book called 'Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus'.

It was really a great book that I learned a lot.

But..

 

To apply the theory behind, it is not as easy as reading it from the book.

To know what actually people think and wanted is not as simple as that.

Third

There is someone there that I lose.

I thought I was in the right time right moment right way.

But..

The fact is I was not the chosen one. 

The truth is I was not good enough.

Forth

Separation with friends.

Whenever there is meeting, there is farewell.

But..

Friendship and cares would not fade away.

Bond between would be there all the time.

Fifth

Travelling planning.

Was planning to travel to Melbourne.

But..

It was just too far for me.

It was just something that I never did.

After all, I thank God and Grateful. 

Its not the right thing to happen on the right time

Today, 21st February 2013.

I feel depressed.

There is something going on behind me and I do not know what is that.

There is something bothering me but I could not figure it out.

There is something moving yet I can not get onto it.

失恋的感觉

曾经有过这种强烈的伤感。好多年前了。好久没有这种真实痛的感觉。

记得一部戏，「真爱找麻烦」，主角说：痛痛飞！痛痛飞！
然后就不痛了。
真的没用，没有效。

完美男人

一直以来，都觉得完美的男人就是好男人。

有财

有势

有俊

有艺

有脑

就是完美的。

对女生

好

体贴

善良

大方

温柔

就是好男人。


如今，我错了。

努力改变虽说对自己有益无害。

这种伤疼，只是默默的藏在心里。

深深的祝福，静静的保护。



完美得不到爱，唯独你才是爱。