Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Not a good day

Got a blister under my feet.

Got myself in a bad condition.

Things doesnt go smooth.


HAISSSSSS

Monday, January 28, 2013

Friday, January 25, 2013

There is this.....

There is this...

All the time I thought

It would be smooth.
It would be nice.
It would end up nicely.
It would turn up to be perfect.

But...
It just goes the other way round.


After  being so close to so many.
After being so careful with everything.
After....
After....

Failed...


Thanks :)

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Who is she?

An answer to you.

She is someone that I care since quite some times ago where there is no one else know about her existence in my life that I care about.

May be she is someone that I like or to say someone that I would like to protect.

A clearer view.

She is someone that I care or perhaps I should say I couldn't imagine how would we look like if we were holding hands as couple.

I can easily imagine if you were my girlfriend and I hold your hand and walk around.

I can imagine if I date you out for a dinner as couple if you were mine.

But..

For her case, I cant.

I tried but i cant.

I don't know what the problem there.


May be..

She is really just someone that I care about.

And,

I wouldn't refuse if she is my girlfriend which the chances shall be very low.



Cares :)


Sunday, January 13, 2013

Thought

Thought of something recently.

Watched some dramas and you were flashed back into my thoughts.

I am surprise of what i can do during that time. Those promises, those responsibilities.

Its just not that i couldnt fulfill those promises.

But, i couldnt make those promises to anyone else right now. Perhaps still towards and for you only.

What appear in my thoughts?

Its not you. But, the responsibilities towards someone like you.

Weird huh? *smile*

Yes, that's what happening right now.

I wonder when can i gain back those responsibilities towards someone like you.

Someday.

Come to think of it, I was just not ready for anything right now.

So,

Let's enjoy our life to the greatest!

Lord Jesus love you.


Because of Cares

There is someone on this earth that you care a lot for him/her. Excluding family members.

She is someone that you will care for her in everything that happen and yet you do not want her to know that you did everything is just for her.

There is someone that I care too. Is a her.

She is so near yet so far. Sounds chemistry huh?

But, that's the fact.

Some days, she is so close to me that I could feels her in some ways.

Some moments, she is so far that i couldn't understand her anymore.

However..

Cares for her never reduces.

To her,

I din't take a steps forward because a wrong steps will separate you and me so far that I couldn't afford to imagine.

I din't take a step backward because a step backward  will make our distance further that I do not want to imagine.

A word of yours can make me smile for a day.

As well as a word can make my day down.



Because of cares, I will be there for you any moment.
Because of cares, I will improve myself.
Because of cares, I will not love you for now.
Because of cares, I will.......

Because of cares......

A smile appears :)