一整天的生活，唯一能让我快乐、能让我真的高兴、能让我感觉到舒服的时间~是早晨。
不需要太早，不需要太强迫自己起身。只需要早点睡，早点脱离悲伤的环境。
*当你孤单，你会想起谁？*
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Monday, May 28, 2012
学
什么是学？
今天，和你有了些私人意见的谈话。关于一个人对交往的看法。
如今，听多了不交往的理由如：学业退步、不希望被限制、怕伤害到其他人、等等、等等。
终究不能让我理解。这些理由，我能了解、能够体谅。但是，不足以满足拒绝交往的一个看法。
以上的三个明显的理由，让我来推翻吧。
第一，学业会退步。
曾经交往过得女生，成绩从来没有因为和我交往而退步。我个人喜欢成绩不差的女生。所以，自然得我会对她们的成绩有些的要求。或许听起来像是个限制。不过，这是为了大家的好。
第二，不要被限制。
人们常说：“男人花心、男人的心是不会定下来的。”
如果真是如此，为何会有不要被限制的想法呢？照常理来判断，一个男人会愿意放下自由去追求一个女生，不是已经证明了对对方的爱吗？
第三，怕伤害到别人。
‘爱是盲目的’。这是事实。很常，你会发现一对恩爱的情侣会为了对方而做出一些无法想象的举动。这就证明了一切。伤害，只不过是必经之路。人说：“一分耕耘，一分收获；没有付出，哪来的享受呢？”
若有疑问，或有你的强理之处，不妨让我知道。看看能否推翻我的理论。
*没有对任何人做出批评，请勿见怪*
今天，和你有了些私人意见的谈话。关于一个人对交往的看法。
如今，听多了不交往的理由如：学业退步、不希望被限制、怕伤害到其他人、等等、等等。
终究不能让我理解。这些理由，我能了解、能够体谅。但是，不足以满足拒绝交往的一个看法。
以上的三个明显的理由，让我来推翻吧。
第一，学业会退步。
曾经交往过得女生，成绩从来没有因为和我交往而退步。我个人喜欢成绩不差的女生。所以，自然得我会对她们的成绩有些的要求。或许听起来像是个限制。不过，这是为了大家的好。
第二，不要被限制。
人们常说：“男人花心、男人的心是不会定下来的。”
如果真是如此，为何会有不要被限制的想法呢？照常理来判断，一个男人会愿意放下自由去追求一个女生，不是已经证明了对对方的爱吗？
第三，怕伤害到别人。
‘爱是盲目的’。这是事实。很常，你会发现一对恩爱的情侣会为了对方而做出一些无法想象的举动。这就证明了一切。伤害，只不过是必经之路。人说：“一分耕耘，一分收获；没有付出，哪来的享受呢？”
若有疑问，或有你的强理之处，不妨让我知道。看看能否推翻我的理论。
*没有对任何人做出批评，请勿见怪*
when you read
life is complicated that sometimes things happen just to go against you. against your thought your will your everything.
things dont go smooth after my birthday. 17th of may.
i lost my pendrive the day before my presentation say and i have to redo my slide for my presentation.
i got blocked by police and i got a fine on my presentation day. why is this happening on me?!!
many thing happen and happen all the time.
after that i lost my wallet with rm 250 in there. i hate my life somehow.
quote: a care with a great doesnt help at all. be great that u if u r born to be careLESS sometimes!
things dont go smooth after my birthday. 17th of may.
i lost my pendrive the day before my presentation say and i have to redo my slide for my presentation.
i got blocked by police and i got a fine on my presentation day. why is this happening on me?!!
many thing happen and happen all the time.
after that i lost my wallet with rm 250 in there. i hate my life somehow.
quote: a care with a great doesnt help at all. be great that u if u r born to be careLESS sometimes!
Friday, May 25, 2012
感触
再过多几天，就要final了。时间过得好快好快。发现~
身边的朋友得增多了；功课繁重了许多；事务多了不少；责任负担有增无减。
说到~
朋友，
的确，达到了我的愿望。认识了很多人。有些慢慢的、渐渐的成了要好的朋友，有些却不以为然、无可否认成了不冷不热的朋友。
功课，
一向成绩不错，不优秀但也不差，从来没有花心思去努力经营的我，累了。真的累了。努力了许多。读书的时间长了许多。不敢说成绩有所进步。不过，努力了。
事务，
从小到大，身边的事务没有减少，只有增加。近来忙着读书，很多事情都没理会了。曾经，爱过、想要过、梦想过。一切一切都值得搁在一旁了。
责任，虽然，现在没有什么责任负担缠身。但是，偶尔还是会因一些事故，让自己多加思考、多加谨慎。
还记得，对她产生了好感。付出了一些。却没有结果。加上功课的忙碌。情，淡了、少了、久了、走了。
对自己说声：“人生还没到尽头，加油！”
也对冷漠的你说声：“好好照顾自己，加油！”
更对大家说声：“谢谢，一起加油吧！”
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
运
你对运有什么看法？说说我今天的故事吧。
今天早上，还没睡醒就被弟弟吵醒，要我载他们去学校。回到家，却已经睡不着了。睡不着了，打算去冲个凉。发现没有水，受害刮伤了。=/= 真的衰到爆！！
然后出发去学校。突然发现presentation的领带忘了。倒回去取。
过后，发现钱包忘了带。因为懒惰，就没回家拿。结果，不久后遇上了jpj。罚单来了一张！已经很穷了还要给我吃罚单！没天理。
说回来。 她，很美。真的美。喜欢。不过，无可奈何。
不能进入不能退出；没有出路。
生活加油！
今天早上，还没睡醒就被弟弟吵醒，要我载他们去学校。回到家，却已经睡不着了。睡不着了，打算去冲个凉。发现没有水，受害刮伤了。=/= 真的衰到爆！！
然后出发去学校。突然发现presentation的领带忘了。倒回去取。
过后，发现钱包忘了带。因为懒惰，就没回家拿。结果，不久后遇上了jpj。罚单来了一张！已经很穷了还要给我吃罚单！没天理。
说回来。 她，很美。真的美。喜欢。不过，无可奈何。
不能进入不能退出；没有出路。
生活加油！
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
A Past.
A past. A past in life. A past in life which i couldn't forget.
I was studying the library and doing my lab report. After some times, felt dizzy.
Start checking friends' blogs. Some blogs were nice. Some did not update for ages. Some remind me about the past. Its about the craft that I asked someone to make for me for her. It has been a year since then. A year. 365 days. I wonder if the craft still exist on the earth or not. It is a nice card after all.
Thinking back to the past. She was my girlfriend. Now, just EX. Sad case. Alright. She is the first girl that I really cares and loves a lot. Even though it was just a short time relationship, but I fall for her very much. So deep that I couldn't give example for that. She was so pretty but stubborn. Very stubborn type of girl. I love her. Let me show the card.
I was studying the library and doing my lab report. After some times, felt dizzy.
Start checking friends' blogs. Some blogs were nice. Some did not update for ages. Some remind me about the past. Its about the craft that I asked someone to make for me for her. It has been a year since then. A year. 365 days. I wonder if the craft still exist on the earth or not. It is a nice card after all.
Thinking back to the past. She was my girlfriend. Now, just EX. Sad case. Alright. She is the first girl that I really cares and loves a lot. Even though it was just a short time relationship, but I fall for her very much. So deep that I couldn't give example for that. She was so pretty but stubborn. Very stubborn type of girl. I love her. Let me show the card.
Nice huh? Yea. Like it so much.
However, its just a past for now. Every time when it comes near to 17th May, I will thought of her. The Special one.
Miss the time. Smile.
Future was like mirror. Smile to the future. Future will smile back to you like mirror. Be happy in life.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Yes, You Are.
It has been two days that i feel annoyed easily and being restless. I can get pissed off so easy that i myself could not imagine. I know i should not behave in such a way. But. But i do not know what happened to me. I Just felt that way. If i did hurt you, i am sorry.
Besides being bad tempered, i also feel the stress that strikes me! Studies, family, friends, whatever. I just could not get them out of myself. I tried so hard to study, but. Still a BUT! But, i still could not feel that its enough. What can i do? Dear Lord Jesus, please help me. I know it sounds weird. I need You Lord.
Depression. Complication. There are something that i could not write in my blog. It is too private that i have to keep it along with me. Only me. No names. Its about a she. i admit that i like her very much. So much that its hard for me to get through as well. Some photos, some songs, some status. Some 'some's.
There is a friend. He. Ever once that he ask me not to think so much and live happily. I looked back to my past. figure out what i thought. Still. I could not overcome it. There are so many things that happened and what i can do was just, nothing. Nothing.
So suddenly, i wish you were there for me. I do not need you to speak, to talk or to listen to me. Now, i just need some moral support and a place where i can rest for awhile in a silent.
Now. I am sitting alone on my bed in my room facing my laptop listening to songs writing my blog with a fan in front of me and an aircond on. It seems to be so enjoyable. Its not. I can feel the loneliness. i can sense the tears. Somehow the songs played makes me miss you more.
(非你莫属)
Besides being bad tempered, i also feel the stress that strikes me! Studies, family, friends, whatever. I just could not get them out of myself. I tried so hard to study, but. Still a BUT! But, i still could not feel that its enough. What can i do? Dear Lord Jesus, please help me. I know it sounds weird. I need You Lord.
Depression. Complication. There are something that i could not write in my blog. It is too private that i have to keep it along with me. Only me. No names. Its about a she. i admit that i like her very much. So much that its hard for me to get through as well. Some photos, some songs, some status. Some 'some's.
There is a friend. He. Ever once that he ask me not to think so much and live happily. I looked back to my past. figure out what i thought. Still. I could not overcome it. There are so many things that happened and what i can do was just, nothing. Nothing.
So suddenly, i wish you were there for me. I do not need you to speak, to talk or to listen to me. Now, i just need some moral support and a place where i can rest for awhile in a silent.
Now. I am sitting alone on my bed in my room facing my laptop listening to songs writing my blog with a fan in front of me and an aircond on. It seems to be so enjoyable. Its not. I can feel the loneliness. i can sense the tears. Somehow the songs played makes me miss you more.
(非你莫属)
Saturday, May 12, 2012
May
Its May. May. Its coming to the end of my first uni sem. i am going to have final exams so soon that i felt the stress strikes on me. i realized that i cant do all the pass years and i have limited knowledge just like i dint study anything at all for the pass few months.
Forgetting the pass and move forward to the future i also realize something. Life is hard as usual. As what we can see, our life is not easy like 1+1=2. Humorousness.
Time is limited. Time.
As well, i start to stay up late to study, online and more. i became bat! BUT, i got sick after sleep late at 1 o'clock. i am just not suitable to be bat? i think so. There is once i stay up to build the bridge which i am not supposed to involve in till 2.30 am! And the bridge manage to hold 30kg with its weight at 675grams only!! What a proud achievement.==
Well. Just feel like writing something to make my blog updated. That's all i guess? Bye.
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