Yes, You Are.

It has been two days that i feel annoyed easily and being restless. I can get pissed off so easy that i myself could not imagine. I know i should not behave in such a way. But. But i do not know what happened to me. I Just felt that way. If i did hurt you, i am sorry.

Besides being bad tempered, i also feel the stress that strikes me! Studies, family, friends, whatever. I just could not get them out of myself. I tried so hard to study, but. Still a BUT! But, i still could not feel that its enough. What can i do? Dear Lord Jesus, please help me. I know it sounds weird. I need You Lord.

Depression. Complication. There are something that i could not write in my blog. It is too private that i have to keep it along with me. Only me. No names. Its about a she. i admit that i like her very much. So much that its hard for me to get through as well. Some photos, some songs, some status. Some 'some's.

There is a friend. He. Ever once that he ask me not to think so much and live happily. I looked back to my past. figure out what i thought. Still. I could not overcome it. There are so many things that happened and what i can do was just, nothing. Nothing.

So suddenly, i wish you were there for me. I do not need you to speak, to talk or to listen to me. Now, i just need some moral support and a place where i can rest for awhile in a silent.

Now. I am sitting alone on my bed in my room facing my laptop listening to songs writing my blog with a fan in front of me and an aircond on. It seems to be so enjoyable. Its not. I can feel the loneliness. i can sense the tears. Somehow the songs played makes me miss you more.

(非你莫属)