Being HARDWORKING

Engineering second year is not as easy as I thought.
It kills.

Final exam is just around the corner and I started to study since a month before exam. A MONTH!!!

Unfortunately, I think its not enough. I have been trying to study. Like really hard and as much as possible.

I tried. I seriously tried. Harder than no one that understood me could imagine. I try so hard and yet I was wrong.

I have been doing the same chapter again and again. But still couldn't get it right.

And now...

I doubt. I doubt about my capability. I doubt.

I wonder what happen and why am I not doing this right? Why am I not getting the correct answer? What am I thinking?

Hardworking just seems not to be the way I could cope of.



Today..

You went off. Alone. I worry. Very worry. But I try not to. And I am still worry somehow.

It has been three and a half hour pass by. You were suppose to reach. You were suppose to reply me. But you din't.

I am trying to stay calm. I miss you.

I am waiting for your reply and I will study hard. I will continue to fight against it.

Hope to hear from you as soon as possible.




Emmanuel. Jesus be with you.