its ok

at last...

i m down. continuosly headache and sickness came.

but nth paid off. 

was fighting for you. 

fight to own ur heart. 

fight to own ur attention.

fight to own ur everything.

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at the end, ur heart ur attention ur everything were still belongs to someone else. 

i m tired being in such a way. i tot i could gain at least a little attention of urs. but i guess i m wrong. i was wrong. i m too naive to blif tat. 

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i am tired. i m reli exhausted. i couldnt take it anymore. 

LET ME TAKE A BREATH BEFORE I CONTINUE MY JOURNEY. 

LORD, STRENGTHEN ME. STRENGTHEN MY WHOLE BEING. STRENGTHEN MY SPIRIT MY MIND MY EVERYTHING. GUIDE ME TOWARDS YOU. BRING ME BACK TO YOUR SIDE. LORD, GUIDE ME. TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO. TELL ME HOW SHOULD I DO. I WANTED TO GIVE HER TO YOU. BUT I COULD NOT MAKE IT BY MYSELF. LORD JESUS. 

LOVES. 

FELIX